The Steadfast Engine

The Steadfast Engine Sermon Audio Here

Ecclesiastes 12:9-14
To Deal With Despair, Remember

The Point to Our Purpose
Ecc. 12:9-14 After all is said and done, WHY?

  • v9/10 gather wisdom to give it away
  • v11 given wisdom is from the Shepherd
  • v13 “the whole of man” not duty, but purpose
  • – to love God is why we’re here!

The Steadfastness of the Shepherd
John 10:11-18 look at who He is; what He does; and what He has

  • who He is: v11,14 He is the good Shepherd (protector, provider, pathfinder)
  • what He does: v14,15 He knows us, He knows the Father, He lays His life down for us
  • what He has: v16,18 He has ONE flock, He has ONE life, He has authority lay it down and take it up (cf. 10:10) ABUNDANT LIFE!

Mars Rover Opportunity was only designed to function for 90 days using solar power. When its solar collectors got covered by dust, it would shut down; whenever a strong wind would blow the dust off, it could once again receive energy from the sun. It’s now been going almost 11 years past its expected duration.

Our lesson: no matter how tough life gets, let the wind blow, and stay in the Son!

Trust Before Experience

Trust Before Experience Sermon Audio Here

Ecclesiastes 11:1-10

There is no situation I can get into that God cannot get me out. Some years ago when I was learning to fly, my instructor told me to put the plane into a steep and extended dive. I was totally unprepared for what was about to happen. After a brief time the engine stalled, and the plane began to plunge out-of-control. It soon became evident that the instructor was not going to help me at all. After a few seconds, which seemed like eternity, my mind began to function again. I quickly corrected the situation.

Immediately I turned to the instructor and began to vent my fearful frustrations on him. He very calmly said to me, “There is no position you can get this airplane into that I cannot get you out of. If you want to learn to fly, go up there and do it again.” At that moment God seemed to be saying to me, “Remember this. As you serve Me, there is no situation you can get yourself into that I cannot get you out of. If you trust me, you will be all right.” That lesson has been proven true in my ministry many times over the years. (James Brown, Evangeline Baptist Church, Wildsville, LA, in Discoveries, Fall, 1991, Vol. 2, No. 4.)

How Do We Put Trust Into Practice?

Engage the Activities of Life
(With Ability) ~ Ecc. 11:1-6

  • v1 cast bread – double meaning: 1) sowing seed unexpected return 2) care for poor w/o regard for repayment
  • v2/4 we don’t know outcome; we can’t use it to decide
  • v5/6 engage various ventures; only God knows outcome

Enjoy the Choices of Life
(With Responsibility) ~ Ecc. 11:7-10

  • v7/8 enjoy life, whether sunny days or dark
  • v9 whatever your choices, realize their eternal worth
  • v10 set aside worry, and live well as you can (meaning isn’t found in being young or old)

Share the Blessings of Life
(with others) ~ 2 Cor. 9:6-11

  • v6/7 willingness is key
  • v8 you are surrounded with grace So That you bless others
  • v9 callback to Ecc. 11:1 “cast bread”
  • v10 NOT give to get, but give to give more
  • v11 We Are The Means God Uses To Teach World re: Grace

Psalm 34:6 – taste & see the Lord is good! We have to be willing to step out in faith and trust first SO THAT we learn how Good God can be.

Inescapable Irony

Inescapable Irony Sermon Audio Here
Wile E. Coyote having a bad day
Ecclesiastes 10:8-14

I became a big fan of the RoadRunner cartoons when I was a kid. One thing that always gave me pause: Wile E Coyote ALWAYS gets caught in own trap, but WHY? The answer, of course, is that we need that to happen, it’s the comedic hook that makes the cartoon work. But the philosophical answer is this: he’s driven by his appetite, not his reason. That’s why he’s short-sighted.

To Keep From Being Short-sighted in the Long Run

Prepare for the Pitfall
Ecc. 10:8-14 How Will Our Choices End?

  • v8/9 wisdom: assume worst case, & prepare for it
  • v10/11 skill better than strength
  • v12-14 the fool ignores preparation; likes to chatter instead (monologuing!)

Trust in Providence, not Possessions
Luke 12:13-21 ~ How Do Our Lives End?

  • v15 guard against greed
  • v16/17 problem: overabundant crop
  • v18 answer: build bigger storage (wrong)
  • v19 trust in storehouse (wrong)
  • v20 preparing for retirement is NOT preparing for mortality, and yet mortality is the ONLY certainty!
  • v21 focus on self alone is idolatry; doesn’t work

A square dance caller knows the steps; dancers just carry them out (do-si-do, swing your partner, promenade)

We are to live in a reactive relationship with the Father, not preemptive isolation from Him. Let’s join in His dance, not ignore His call.

Death, Life, Wisdom

Death, Life, and Wisdom Sermon Audio Here
Vince Lombardi and Jerry Kramer
Ecclesiastes 9:1-2,7-10

During a practice session for the Green Bay Packers, things were not going well for Vince Lombardi’s team. Lombardi singled out one big guard for his failure to “put out.” It was a hot, muggy day when the coach called his guard aside and leveled his awesome vocal guns on him, as only Lombardi could. “Son, you are a lousy football player. You’re not blocking, you’re not tackling, you’re not putting out. As a matter of fact, it’s all over for you today, go take a shower.” The big guard dropped his head and walked into the dressing room. Forty- five minutes later, when Lombardi walked in, he saw the big guard sitting in front of his locker still wearing his uniform. His head was bowed and he was sobbing quietly.

Vince Lombardi, ever the changeable but always the compassionate warrior, did something of an about face that was also typical of him. He walked over to his football player and put his arms around his shoulder. “Son,” he said, “I told you the truth. You are a lousy football player. You’re not blocking, you’re not tackling, you’re not putting out. However, in all fairness to you, I should have finished the story. Inside of you, son, there is a great football player, and I’m going to stick by your side until the great football player inside of you has a chance to come out and assert himself.”

With these words, Jerry Kramer straightened up and felt a great deal better. As a matter of fact, he felt so much better he went on to become one of the all-time greats in football and was recently voted the all-time guard in the first 50 years of professional football.

On Our Way To The Finish Line, We

Remember our Common End
Ecclesiastes 9:1-2 ~ We All Are The Same In The End

  • The whole of Ecclesiastes is about trying to figure out the meaning of life; the Teacher reaches the conclusion that all of humanity will end up the same, no matter what the circumstances of our individual lives. We all will pass, and none of us has direct knowledge of what awaits us after that passing.

Choose How To Live
Ecclesiastes 9:7-10 ~ How we respond to life is a choice

  • v7 don’t be sad that all is temporary; take joy while you live
  • v8 PUT ON joy; choose it
  • v9 joy chosen in community, not isolation
  • v10 live on purpose (don’t just exist) cf john 10:10

Love On Purpose
Romans 12:9-13 ~ we don’t carry out the actions of love by accident

  • v9 NASB “without hypocrisy” – single minded devotion (note how this idea continues)
  • v10 intentionally be affectionate with the family of God
  • v11 be spiritually zealous as you serve Jesus (not just hyped up, but spiritually charged)
  • v12 because of hope, be cheerful; because of trouble, be steadfast; because of prayer, continue in close attention
  • v13 engage in holy fellowship, expand your circle

Jesus sticks by our side until His character is revealed in us, all to the glory of God.

Guest Post: O’Connor vs. Suzuki

This post is a guest post from an amazingly talented (and just all-around wonderful) woman named Melissa Tatreau. Normally, I blog mostly about Scripture – I post the outlines from the sermons I preach. Occasionally, I’ll throw in a post or two about physics, or Linux, or other matters of faith. When my friend Melissa wrote this impassioned letter about teaching techniques, I thought it was stunning – and might be of interest to some of my readers. With that in mind, here’s the post from Melissa:

Melissa Tatreau

O’Connor vs. Suzuki

Oh, I hate that it has to be “vs.”  I’ve been following this debate since last year.  Due to the recent resurgence of awareness with the national and international media articles being shared on facebook, I’ve had friends sharing these articles with not nice things to say.  I can’t sleep until I speak my piece.

I’m a rare person in that…I’m one of the rare ones that can speak to being on both “sides”.  I’m simply writing from my OWN experiences in hopes that someone might even consider another idea.  First: a background on me.  I started violin at age 9 in the public schools.  My impression of “the Suzuki method” was this: I knew a handful of kids (and later, my best friend in college) in youth orchestra that could play the crap out of a concerto, but had to sit in the  back of orchestra because they couldn’t read.  I was told “Suzuki kids” started playing at age 3 and reading in book 4.  I happened to have an amazing public school orchestra director.  I ended up taking private lessons in the last half of high school.  I had to pay for them myself.  I took them for granted.  But I played in youth symphony, was first chair my senior year at school (in part because some kids left for another school) and a pops orchestra.  I made All-State all 3 years.  (Boy, has the caliber of playing skyrocketed in Omaha in the last 20 years… There are seriously some AMAZING teachers and opportunities now).  Anyway, I should also say that the summer after 9th grade I took some fiddling lessons and LOVED it.  We used a book for the most part, but I can still rock Orange Blossom Special I learned by ear.  :-)
I got a BM in Music Ed and thanks to an amazing violin teacher, decided to pursue my MM in Pedagogy.  This was the first time in my career I felt torn between two worlds.  I had been raised in the public school system, and after my original intention to “give back” by coming back as a public school teacher–I changed my mind.  Couldn’t do it.  The system was broken.  And rather than staying to make a change, I left for something I felt was better.  More importantly, after teaching lessons to 20+ students per week during college, I felt like I was just starting to get the hang of it.  I wanted a methodology.  Pedagogy.
The Pedagogy degree changed my playing and my life.  It was the right choice for me.  We studied a combination of Suzuki, Rolland and Zweig.  I liked it.  There was no judgement.  The String Academy of Wisconsin used the Suzuki compilations of music, but taught note reading and taught the pieces with the Zweig ideology and the Rolland ideas of movement.  The kids could play better than I had EVER seen: both technically and musically.  They played in groups and orchestras.  It was a well-rounded education.  Knowing the hows and the whys of playing was thrilling for me.  I came back to Omaha rearing to go–a better player and teacher.  I worked at a bank and taught in a music store basement until landing my current (and DREAM) job at the Omaha Conservatory of Music in 2004.
OCM was set up as a “Suzuki” school at the time.  In the summer of 2005, a “hard-core” Suzuki teacher left and I took over some of her students.  (She wasn’t the only “hard-core” one–and I call them that because they didn’t just use the books, but had done the training and fit the stereotype…)  The students I inherited from two teachers left me dumbfounded.  They couldn’t read.  I literally had to spoon-feed them the new piece: note.  by. note.  It was excruciating for us both.  I saw many of the students quit over time.  The ones I had inherited struggled because they’d been used to something so different.  I specifically remember a lesson where I wanted to move to another piece and the girl told me, “But, I can’t.  It’s not perfect yet.”  Cue my broken heart…  I know the 2 Suzuki teachers I’m thinking of were just doing what they knew best at the time, but it’s NOT the best.
Now… this article is not to bash anyone.  I’m a Christian. I’m a yoga teacher. I’m a Libra. I like love and peace and balance.  This was all just background to show what I knew at the time.  A new director came to OCM.  (Thank God…)  She had studied with John Kendall and spoke of him very highly.  Ruth’s students were and still are some of the best in the state.  In the country, actually.  They sit in the front of the youth orchestras and win competitions.  They can read.  And play with soul.  So that’s why when she suggested I do some Suzuki training, I listened.  In all honesty, I didn’t want to other than someone I admire suggested it.  I thought, “what could I possibly learn from a book 1 class?”  At the time, I was thinking of relocating, so I thought at the very least it’d build my resume.  She gave me the name–Susan Kempter.  I was off to Suzuki camp in Ottawa, Kansas.
The sour-tasting stereotype of Suzuki was blown away.  I had the chance to observe most, if not all of the violin teachers at this particular camp.  And most of them were fantastic.  A couple trended toward the “old-school” stereotype Suzuki ways.  Susan Kempter turned out to be one of the top influences of my life.  How this woman ended up at Suzuki camp, I don’t know, but thank God I found her.  It doesn’t matter if she was teaching Suzuki or something she found in the trash.  She and her ideas changed my playing and my teaching for EVER.  I could write an entire article about just that.   I came back to camp the next 3 summers to study with her.  I have my training in Suzuki books 1-4.  I had an exceptional experience there with Susan.  And this is why if I could sum up my stance in one sentence it would be…  IT ALL JUST DEPENDS ON THE TEACHER.
Around this time I took a symphony audition that was disheartening to say the least.  I did my best, but I wasn’t THE best.  I had shed blood, sweat and tears preparing excerpts to someone else’s idea of perfection.  And for what?  (An article opportunity about orchestra auditions for another time…)  For the first time in my life, I considered quitting violin.  But fate intervened yet again and I found myself in San Diego at fiddle camp.  Mark O’Connor’s fiddle camp.
You guys…It SAVED me.  I showed up thinking since I played through a fiddle book in 9th grade, I knew how to fiddle.  HA!  I was moved to tears over and over again.  The first time in frustration because when I showed up to my first advanced class it was all by ear and the 12 year olds were kicking my ass.  :-)  I caught on quickly.  There was bluegrass, jazz, klezmer, rock, classical, irish, old-time, Texas style…everything.  And I loved it all.  I was THIRSTING for this.  To BUST OUT of the box.  Let me tell you with no uncertainty: the faculty concerts were the best violin playing I’ve ever heard.  Mark O’Connor himself can play ANYTHING on the violin.  The musicians I met here were the best.   They KNEW their instrument better than I did.  The improvising.  The JOY.  Oh….  It brings me to tears just thinking about that first time.  I had been suffering from trying to perfect something on a page.  Being told how exactly to play something.  That I wasn’t good enough.  And at fiddle camp…everyone was family.  Everyone was welcome.  When I heard the music…All I can say is it resonated with my soul.  THIS WAS MY MUSIC.  I went back the next year.
So early 2009 I went through a divorce and I couldn’t afford to go back a 3rd year.  But Mark personally messaged me and told me that his method was coming out and he’d scholarship my camp tuition if I went through the books I/II teacher training in NYC.  So I agreed.  I stayed in a friend’s 5th floor non-air conditioned apartment.  There were about 30 of us in that first class.  The teacher was a pedagogue and a 30 year Suzuki vet.  Pam had jumped ship to join this cause.  It wasn’t hard to see why.  Mark didn’t teach the class, but he stopped by to speak a couple of times.  The music is fun.  It’s American.  It’s OURS.  It tells our history.  It’s pedagogically sound.  It can stand alone.  He put so much thought and research and care into every marking on every page.  The enclosed recordings are attainable!!!  The books are beautiful.  I still got the afternoons off to attend camp.  I learned how to “chop” that summer :-)  I didn’t get to say more than “hi and thanks” to O’Connor.  But I knew I’d be a part of this method for a long time.  I still fantasize about going around the country to do teacher trainings one day… (hint-hint).
So, that’s my (long) background–Now, about the debate.  I read all the blog and the facebook rants MOC posted last year.  Let me tell you…I felt heartbroken and torn.  I didn’t want to choose a side.  Again, I like peace and balance!  I’m not typically a big fan of change.  I like the comfort zone.  I argued that IT DEPENDS ON THE TEACHER.  Mark is one of my true heroes.  But the way he was speaking was so sad to me.  This is not to be confused with what he was saying–It blew my mind.  At first I couldn’t believe the things he was saying about “Dr.” Suzuki.  But I saw all the care and research he put into writing his books.  And into his camp.  And into his playing.  And I thought…maybe he’s right.  It’s a hard pill to swallow, folks.  But ask yourself, honestly…could it be true?  Was Suzuki a fraud?  There’s research there.  Proof.  To ignore it isn’t the right answer.  I encourage you to read some of the research (links below).  I know people who met Suzuki and loved the man.  But you have to admit, some people are “cultish” about the guy.  I hate the connotation of the word cult, but it seems appropriate.  Mark may have been nasty in his battle, but if you actually do the research, some people on the Suzuki “side” started it.
We all have skeletons in our closet.  If Suzuki himself was a fraud, does that discount all the lives that were affected?  I don’t think it has to.  I know many people had a great experience. I think the reason it’s all so painful is that it did change string teaching in the US.  For 50 years, that’s really all we had.  I guess for me, it’s always just been a collection of music. The ideas that all children can learn and let’s all make better people… nice ideas.  But not enough.  When people ask me if I’m a Suzuki teacher…I’ve always struggled with the answer.  Do I use the books?  Did I do 4 years of training?  Yes.  But people STILL have a stereotype of what “Suzuki” is.  I’m happy to report from seeing what’s happening in Ottawa that things have been in the process of changing for the better.  IT ALL DEPENDS ON THE TEACHER.  Here’s a fact–the O’Connor method has now released books I through IV.  Anyone can buy them.  Anyone can teach them.  And it will be done badly.  There’s nothing Mark or anyone can do to control that.  Here’s another fact–the Suzuki method as it started and intended DOESN’T work on its own.   It needs supplemental material and instruction.  In my 17 years of teaching I’ve seen kids quit.  I’ve seen kids get frustrated as soon as the end of book 1.  There are some great pieces in there, but it’s not enough.  There’s nothing newer than 1850.  The O’Connor method is pedagogically sound.  It can stand alone.  It teaches theory, history and CREATIVITY.  It’s OUR music.
I’ll be honest.  Reading all this stuff made me feel like I was having an identity crisis.  I was teaching both.  I was sickened by the way Mark was speaking to people.  My hero… It was hard to rationalize.  I agree with his ideas, but not with the way he was handling it.  I was able to attend and present at the 2014 ASTA convention.  I wanted to stop by MOC’s booth, hoping to just say hi.  And we stood there, speaking for 90 min straight.  I talked to Mark O’Connor for 90 min straight!!  Let me tell you, friends, this guy is genuine.  You may find it hard to guess by the way he talks in print, but he’s very soft spoken in person!!!!  He’s passionate about this cause.  His 3 year old daughter was there at his side.  He’s a kid that had some bad musical experiences and then had some awesome ones.  He’s just trying to share it with all of you.  With me.  With MY kid.  My faith and excitement about string playing in the US was renewed.  I’m still on board.  He’s worth listening to.
I’ve been typing for 2 hours.  I care deeply about this topic.  And about you, if you’re still reading this.  I know it can be hard, but we can’t make an informed decision blindly. We must take a good, hard look at the research and what our students need.  We MUST MUST MUST always be evaluating what’s happening in String teaching in our country.  We must never be blind. We must never get in a rut.  We must never stop learning.  We must never be afraid of something new.  It’s possible that something we’ve loved and believed for 50 years wasn’t exactly true.   Are you still inspired?  Are you getting better?  Why or why not?
I REALLY LOVE this post by Pam Wiley, the Suzuki vet that leads the O’Connor method.
If you haven’t read some of Mark’s research, here it the link to his blog–
It is overwhelming, but it’s WORTH reading.
I will not ask you to take a side.  I’m just asking you to be open.  And do the research to make a good decision for yourself.
Melissa Tatreau Holtmeier

Melissa’s (shortened) bio: One of the founding members of the Mahr Quartet from Omaha, Nebraska, Melissa holds a degree in Music Education and a Masters degree in violin pedagogy/performance. She has been a full-time artist-faculty member at the Omaha Conservatory of Music (OCM) for a decade. She serves as the String Department Chair and teaches at their summer institute. Melissa has also taught for the Millard Public Schools and is a regular sectional coach for the Omaha Area Youth Orchestras. She is a member of the Suzuki Association of the Americas, the American String Teachers’ Association and the American Federation of Musicians.

As a professional musician, Melissa has performed with Bobby Vinton, Frank Sinatra Jr., Rod Stewart, Josh Groban, Pam Tillis,The Lettermen, Michael W. Smith, Mannheim Steamroller, Trans-Siberian Orchestra, Johnny Mathis, Mary J. Blige and Michael Buble. She is a member of the Lincoln Symphony and is a regular sub for the Omaha Symphony.

— I hope that was as interesting and informative, and encouraging to you all as it was to me. -KFJ – PastorEd

Politics and Power

Politics and Power Sermon Audio Here
cruise ship in rough seas
Ecclesiastes 8:1-9

“A little boy wanted $100.00 very badly. He prayed for two weeks but nothing happened. Then he decided to write a letter to God requesting $100.00. When the postal authorities received the letter to GOD, U.S.A., they decided to send it to the President. The President was so impressed, touched, and amused that he instructed his secretary to send the boy $50.00. The President thought this would appear to be a lot of money to the little boy. The little boy was delighted with the $50.00 and immediately wrote a thank you note to God that read, ‘Dear God, Thank you very much for sending me the money. However, I noticed that for some reason you had to send it through Washington, D.C., and, as usual, those devil’s took half of it.'” - from Politics And Religion May Not Mix But Government And Biblical Faith Must! By Michael Milton

How Do We Respond to Political Power?

Live Carefully
Ecclesiastes 8:1-5 written from the king’s viewpoint

  • v1 Listen to the wise
  • v2 obey because of your oath
  • v3 be careful of what you support
  • v4 be careful of what you criticize
  • v5 be aware of your timing (cf. 2 Sam.12:1, 5, 7, 13)

Live Purposefully
Ecclesiastes 8:6-9 written from wisdom’s viewpoint

  • v6 proper time, even in misery – don’t make hasty choices
  • v7/8 powerlessness: ignoring it is foolishness
  • v9 use of power can go bad quickly – be careful!

Live Well
1 Peter 2:13-17 written from subject’s viewpoint

  • v13 for the Lord’s sake (cf Phil 2:5-7)
  • v14 divine purpose of government: lift good & down evil
  • v15 “doing good” how does that silence the foolish? Compare old Greek limited gods with Lord ALL-mighty
  • v16 live free, but not wild
  • v17 difference between love (keep on agape-loving),
    fear (both reverence and dread – serious respect),
    and honor (consider the worth)

We live BY God’s Kingdom principles while we live IN the world.

In This Corner…

In This Corner Sermon Audio Here

Ecclesiastes 7:15-23
“Welcome ladies and gentlemen to the main event, in the category of the meaning of life here on planet Earth, presiding over this match we have the Holy Spirit, the King of Kings and the Father of All, (pause) Now in the red corner, with a professional record of with numerous wins in the lives of fools, from the heart of the Adversary but living in countless minds all over the world, please welcome the Concept of Wickedness! (Pause) The opponent in the blue corner with a professional record of the Ultimate Win, through the work of the Son of God, and found in the lives of the saints, from before the beginning of time, please welcome the Concept of Righteousness!”

How Do We Live in the Midst of Struggle?

Find Your Sweet Spot In The Middle
Ecc. 7:15-23 We have to get out of the corner!

  • v16/17 – Don’t be holier than thou, or a smart-alec, and don’t be mr. wicked; live in the middle (which is where the fight is!)
  • v20 don’t pretend to be perfect, we all know better
  • v23 we know we’re going to fall short; don’t obsess about it

Bring Your Best To The Conflict
Rom. 12:3-8 Don’t just show up; TRAIN

  • v3 sober judgment w/ faith; admit weakness and strengths
  • v4/5 we are a TEAM – not just individuals (wrestling points)
  • v6/8 prophesying = proclaimer of divine concerns
    • serving = service as attendant, aide, or assistant
    • teaching = regardless of setting
    • encouraging = urge strongly, appeal to, urge, exhort
    • contributing = to give WITH (larger than ourselves)
    • leadership = exercise a position of leadership
    • mercy = be greatly concerned about someone in need

Let’s USE our spiritual gifts in the midst of life’s struggle! When all is said and done, the Fight has ultimately already been Won by One!

Pastor Ed Backell

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